Summer 2014

32.

Repetition of the days eats me alive. Hopelessness haunts me. Peace abandons me. Non reachable promised heaven upsets me. Absence of physical intimacy drives me insane. Not so kind me makes me to lose the faith. Cigarette on the doorstep kills me. Blank page scares me. No inspiration makes me sad. Messy dreams annoy me. Fear of the card's truth sinks me to apathy. Tiredness threatens me. Devil chats me up. Sugar seduces me. Old thoughts confuse me. You lie to me. Full Moon stares at me...

My life absurd's me. 

 

Wet suit and flip-flops in a bag, full tank of petrol- I am off to the island of Achill in search for a healing, inspiration and wilderness magic...- loneliness, show me your teeth if you have to...

 

(I am learning not to get attached to any of those 'things' too much. I play chess with my destiny and eat burritos with Rodriguez- my new companion.)

 

Arno T, 2010

Arno T, 2010


'One must still have chaos in oneself to be able to give birth to a dancing star.'  (Friedrich Nietzsche)

 

'Have the courage to trust love one more time, and always one more time.'  (Maya Angelou)

by Brigita Stasun